i lied

October 10, 2007

I’m not okay for some reason. Had a minor panic attack a little while ago. I’m sitting here mired in self doubt suddenly. I really don’t want to go to work tonight. I just want to go home, curl up on the couch, and just lay there. No calls, no games, nothing. Just lay there.

Again I find I really need a hug and some reassurance that my life isn’t as fucked up as I think it is, things will get better soon, and I’m not a complete loser. Seems all that’s hard to come by these days. It comes and goes, so I guess I’ll stop feeling stuck again. Just wish i could clearly look at my life and say ‘Things aren’t that bad. In fact they’re pretty good’. And sex. Can’t forget that.



  1. It’s not much, but /hug

  2. It’s the thought that matters most.

  3. Still, I wouldn’t mind a hug from you either 😉

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